it's all part of the addiction of this
is part of the therapy you know retail
therapy shopper therapy it's all don't
judge me
what was the main reason for you
starting your channel I just found my
self constantly drawn towards computers
and electronic ticket feel a little bit
more real I have new subscriber oh my
god oh it was it was iphone 5 just ready
I was very overweight and it was very
jolly it was very cool aid those rameez
around I was right around and so and
when the idea of putting myself out on
youtube came out I was really kind of
drawn back and really didn't want to I
was kind of afraid of what people would
say whether or not you know are they
gonna like me are they going to make fun
of me no matter what you do or who you
are people are going to find some way to
make funny so why not you know just
ignore that and put out a channel where
people can come and get a little bit of
humor and you know I can take my Edition
and present it to you in a way that's
fun and exciting and entertaining my
therapist said it would be good for me
if I if I found a way to channel some of
my addiction I think I'm getting it
under control it's not it's not
something that I don't feel is really
taking over my life uncomfortable with
you know who I become you know I'm +
light eye says I work in idea I get to
be around this stuff all the time
for the second interview can we have you
remove some of the object breeze on some
of the electronic devices but that I can
it's it's advertising my channel okay
we'll just skip that what I wear this um
I wear this hdmi cable around my neck
it's kind of a reminder of where I've
come from and you know who I want to be
I want to be a better me buddy oh I've
been having an issue with my memory card
with my
my camera that i use for recording it's
been filling up a lot lately because
i've been making so many videos and
probably getting a little bit addicted
to this whole soul YouTube thing and I
see my wife in four days told me if I
didn't I didn't take a break and come
out of the come out of the editing
studio that she was going to take the
kids and made me I don't believe that
for one second in order to afford my
habits i've had to I've had to do some
things I'm not proud of I started small
I started selling you know things that
things that weren't you know crucial to
my life so I sold
the refrigerator craigslist is amazing
when it comes to selling things that you
don't give me more
you know then what the selling plasma
plasmas
let's pay attentions are up
Jay Jay Jay look out bullshit
sorry thought we were just going for
memory cards this is all this stuff is
all in this essay I went in with the
intention of getting just a memory card
but you know when the what a good sale
happens you just can't it's all part of
the addiction that this is part of the
therapy retail therapy shopper therapy
it's all
don't judge me the camera what did the
judge me like that you know I'm god man
it isn't easy all right I'm sorry to the
camera that I I manhandled your
technology I'm sorry I felt like you
were disrespecting me as a person
questioning me about
let you turn
oh well I don't want you to feel like
I'm being invasive we were you were
being invasive me shit you know my wife
you think this is i could have bought a
lot more than I did all right I could
have
no reason why that 90 inch LED was
because I'm not in my truck anyone fit
in my trunk you have a truck right yeah
I want to go no here let me do anything
I guess maybe I can just take this stuff
back tomorrow it's not that big of a
deal all that important going back now
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