Gadgetory

alright folks let me make this very quick and short video for you guys and then back to reviews after like being five months ago on here but listen this video isn't for everyone but I felt like I owed it to you guys my fans my supporters out there those who have been with me since the beginning I feel like I owe it to explain something to you guys and honestly it might help someone out there who's going through something similar so what is going on my peoples it's been a while hasn't it where the hell have I been I miss you guys a lot though and I miss YouTube damn I miss my little studio here but I am good and yes I am coming back take my time though but I'm feeling good my family's good life is good so thank you for all the warm welcomes back and also blown up my social media this past week well voice you guys don't know I was devoting to youtube about 12 hours a day when I first started five years ago just like any other business there's a lot of sweat equity and don't get me wrong I am perfectly fine with that it is work it's something my immigrant parents instilled in me and I've always had this saying in my head are you going to work for it as much as you want it and I want to get out of poverty at that time I want to be the first one to finish college I wanted to be an entrepreneur and just work my way up here I wanted to buy a house etc etc and then busted my ass and I did it so what many don't know besides being a workaholic here I have a fiance and a little girl I think I only shown her once on the channel and for those with kids I think you might be able to relate once she was born I went into dad mode knowing daycare or good one was not cheap here and simply just prepping her for life it's getting more expensive every day so just in hearing that has known that that's why I kept working long hours I knew I was sacrificing a few years of busing mass now and maybe several years later I wouldn't get time back that's why I got the office and employs a little over a year ago wasn't a flexor was to show off or anything I want to buy back some time and to keep things professional it unfortunately didn't work out I ended up working on average 12 to 14 hours a day instead and I'm not even exaggerating including weekends and such eventually it just wasn't healthy not only for me but for my family and I was so conflicted thinking believing that what I was doing was securing my family but being away as much as I was even though I worked under the same roof as my family I wasn't there mentally I was always fighting this battle in my head and just not understanding why my family just didn't see it at that time and don't get me wrong if anything my family was the one who helped me out of this mess I'm not blaming them at all but at a time before I lost my family here before I missed out more years of not seeing my little girl grow I had to stop and rethink and understand it from a different perspective so that's why I got off of the Internet altogether in my head I had good intentions but why slowed down when work was helping the family we have a rare opportunity these days in life that is and why would I pass it why would anyone would there were so many of those kinds of reasons in my head but in the end despite good intentions I took it towards an unhealthy path I realized I wasn't single Jimmy anymore grinding investing than going out staying out late and then grinding the next day I now have a family so as you guys know again I took several months off I visited my mother which I wasn't doing so good at that time either she's almost 70 for god sakes but she is good now she's healthy now I met him with my dad he's 60 years old and is still grinding today saw my brother spend time with my family of course my little girl etc I got my health back in checking got some decent sleep for the first time in five years it took me a while guys to see that it's going to be okay that shear time is valuable that having good intentions is fine but for me I just needed to execute it in a different way now don't get me wrong I still believe in hard work and aspiring to be the best person that you can be I still believe I can have the same aspirations but again just in a different way so where does this lead us where does this lead Jim's review like I said I feel good after seeing the smoke clear up I feel renewed rejuvenated almost as though I have a new purpose so I am back to reviews I'm going to start slowly and see how it goes and just being upfront you might not be as sexy as they used to be just to cut down a little bit of time but the same content that meat that helps people make a purchase decision it will definitely be there am I intending on however my new crew I would like to but we'll see how the sponsors do and I got to see what talent is out there there's to be more news down the road coming in the next several months so hang in there but folks I just can't wait to get behind the camera again start showing you my my work here my artistic work man I don't know I've been itching to come back I'm clawing my way back here but yeah at the same time he said my family is gonna be first and I hope you guys understand that and it's something that honestly took me a while to to realize that I just needed to do it in a different way so anyways folks I don't mean to drag this on here thank you guys very much for being with me thank you guys for being patient thank you for all the messages over the last several months that I was gone I actually just recently checked it I try to respond back to as many as possible thank you guys very much man you guys are awesome and this past week since I've been announcing my comeback and I don't mean to hype it up or anything like that you guys have been showing me so much love so thank you in the comments section let's not forget throw some fire mogees in there let's light it up about another week or two back to reviews alright folks see you guys around 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