Gadgetory

so it took about three months yeah almost three months to finally figure out what was actually wrong with me and start taking the steps to heal me but at least that hasn't have been done and even though I am still in pain I can function now and we're gonna be getting back to work so all of this pain all of this stuff over than when I had pneumonia resulted from two herniated discs in my neck the l4 and l5 right up here on the center and it was shooting out all kinds of things to my nervous system and that's when I was in so much pain why couldn't hold any food down or anything else and then resulting from that the muscle in my shoulder completely went into a ball like literally it's the hard purple ball it's you could've seen up here and it was just so unbelievably painful and that's why I wasn't able to eat for so long and the reason like I said before like I was shaking like a leaf because my blood sugar was down to like 51 and that is so dangerous the doctor when I went had the surgery last Wednesday almost didn't he want to do the surgery because he's like wow your health status is so bad but I begged him I said but listen if all of this is resulting from the pain from those herniated discs and from my shoulder why can't we just fix that so I can start getting better so well he did it I got a local they went in there they released the pressure and did something to the herniated disc and they give me what's called trigger point injections if anybody else is out there you've had like problems with your shoulder stuff you may know what I'm talking about it's where they do a bunch of different shots into your shoulder it's like lytic pain it's like it's all kinds of stuff it's like lytic Kane there was like some kind of like protein enzymes that they stuck in there which is like steroids pretty much basically and then a painkiller that they gave me and on the 23rd of this month I go back one more time for those trigger point injections now right now my shoulder it does hurt it doesn't hurt so bad that I'm like lying in my bed screaming and wreathing in pain and not able to eat for the last week since the surgery I've been able to eat food and I'm gonna be honest with you on Saturday and Sunday I just felt like a glutton because I hadn't really eaten so long i sat in the living room from the TV and just kept eating and eating and eating and eating and eating no I'm not eating bad stuff I'm eating junk food candy that kind of stuff but I was eating a lot of different chicken a lot of steak a lot of stuff trying to get some energy back into my body now if you guys have ever followed the channel you can see that I've lost all of my muscle mass in my arms it's all gone completely all the muscle mass that I attained through my entire life is completely gone that's how really sick that I was um it seemed like some people got really mad at the last video and unsubscribe because I said the doctor misdiagnosed me with Parkinson's disease but why you're mad at me about that I don't know the doctor just thought because I was shaking so bad and everything that I was showing the signs of having Parkinson's disease well I found out that there's really no actual true test for Parkinson's disease you either keep getting worse and they try to cure it or you don't have it well I don't have it and I'm very very blessed and thankful that I don't have it it was really scaring me to death so that's a totally you know that's in the past and it's gone the only thing that I'm gonna be doing now is having a couple more of these trigger point injections on my shoulder they've already relieved the tension from from those herniated discs in my neck and I'm gonna tell you that alone felt so much better I can't even describe to you the amount of pain that it was causing every time I literally moved or anything my neck and my arm would make all these weird crazy loud sounds and then I'd be in excruciating pain and in fact the day after the surgery on Thursday was probably the most painful day of my entire life on the history of the planet Earth I don't know what happened what was going on but I guess it was a problem you know because I obviously went under the scalpel and had that stuff but I'm Thursday I was literally in so much pain that I just sat in my bed ridden and I was like oh my god can I get rid of this and no matter what kind of pain pills I took no matter what I tried to do to get things to alleviate the pain it just did not work luckily though on Friday I woke up on Friday morning and the pain had kind of alleviated on Saturday it was a little bit better and on Sunday kind of still the same and today it's still kind of the same I have moderate pain right through here the muscles still hard as a rock they're still like a giant you know muscle that's all contracted there and that's what we're gonna be trying to work on to get now is to get those muscles to stop contracting and causing me so much pain I still can barely breathe I can breathe but when I breathe in really deeply it just hurts all in my sternum and everything else due to this you know to to this injury so right now we're gonna be coming back to work we'll be back in black we're gonna be filming videos again and trying to run the channel if it's normal thing I try to do the website and the forum and all that stuff but due to my help I really haven't been able to focus on that as well as I like so I'll be making some announcements on Twitter and other places or I want to actually find a crew that I can work with who can handle working in the forums and handle working with the website and helped me with those things part of the business doing the videos and stuff me and G can handle that as long as I don't get an excruciating pain again I don't see there being any problem with us continuing on doing our videos we've got some cool stuff coming up I got a really cool r2d2 robot that's really neat I think you guys have really liked it especially fans of Star Wars you guys thanks so cool man and we'll be bringing that to the table and we've just got all kinds of other stuff we've got cool cases we got more build so but bottom line of this video is that I think that I am past the worst of this I've had relatively pain-free days for the past few days I'm functioning I'm eating I'm no longer using the bathroom of myself or throwing up so I'm really very thankful for that I finally feel like I've you know got out of the woods saw that light at the end of the tunnel and moved past that so I wanted once again thank all of you people out there with your support the kind messages the kind emails everything you guys have been such a great great help and before I get out of here I just want to spend a special thanks out to Kyle from bit wit and Paul from Paul's hardware they've reached out to me as well they're gonna be coming and visiting me next weekend hopefully with that I can actually integrate being able to do a little bit more with these guys and other guys in the industry because I like to spread out and we're with other people I know I feel my even myself that in some ways we stagnated and what we've done and we need serious change but after what I just went through coming so close to death I'm ready for massive change I know there needs to be change and I'm my personally and mairead to make it so you guys will see some big changes here on tech of tomorrow so stay tuned we'll be back with regular videos from here on out unless some weird thing happened so I'm praying to God it doesn't we should be good peace and thank you all