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well the day finally happened I ended up in the hospital after a nice two and a half year fight of trying to heal that foot ulcer I finally lost the battle got the infection and well here I am and it's been kind of crazy I even have a new thing called fall risk and we can't see the Sun now you fall rest since I can no longer walk fun stuff right okay so I got here there wasn't any gangrene luckily there was however an inch of bone that had the infection in it so what they've done so far is they've cut about two inches off of my foot they've cut off all of the dead flesh they've cut off all of the dead bone they actually took my ulcer and they closed mile so with some brand new stuff and they're using some experimental techniques that involve stem-cell research very expensive stuff luckily I finally was able to get some insurance thank God that helps a lot otherwise it's where there's been another million dollar debt to me and you guys have no idea how far in debt I am with medical stuff so this is a big help to me to have that I'll be stuck in my bed for the next 8 to 12 weeks so videos you know they're probably get bored because they're all probably gonna be from my room because I'm not gonna be able to walk and this time I'm I'm not gonna do anything else but heal myself it's not worth losing my leg just to have my fans back if I have to lose a few fans which is unfortunate and I really hate that but it seems like when I make a lot of these videos thousands of people unsubscribe but I just don't really I don't understand that at all kinda hurts my feelings but I just roll with it I don't know why people are doing that but I'm right in the middle of going through a huge health ordeal all those months that I was sick I actually had an infection inside me that I really didn't even know about so those few months in between that last period where I was just ultimately sick and this period were really all connected it was just really giving me a reprise from the infection but it was so bad at home I couldn't hold any food down at all I took a bite of banana I threw it up ate an orange threw it up no matter what I did I threw it up and if I took too many of my medications then I'd be throwing up and diarrhea all at the same time having hot colds chills the whole name you name the gambit madwoman my Tim should be 104 I'd be sitting here sweating balls and freezing cold in the next second I'm just freezing cold and shaking and feeling like I'm just going to die over so um I'm at Loma Linda Hospital here in Murrieta California I have to say these people have been absolutely wonderful with me they've been absolutely nice with me all at MIT man when I came here I was in a pretty defeated State I was ready to pretty much just take the coward's way out and I was like hey you know if you've got to amputate my leg just make sure you do it so I can walk buddy the dog and let's just do it you know right underneath the knees so I can do it and for once and this is a first the doctor actually got mad at me and told me one and I got a fight from my leg which is different than any other hospital I've ever been to and also I want to send a very special thanks out to a person named Ingo he works the Mayo Clinic over in the next state over and I'm in Arizona and he contacted me and if it probably wasn't for him I might have just died in my bed because I was in so much pain and so scared of this I was ready just to roll over and just let it be you know I know that's wrong it's cowardly but I was really scared and losing the leg is a major ordeal I know how you think about that but I mean I walk around just dude we'll take a pee he'll lean over to pet the dog everything kind of requires you having a leg or relearning your life all the way over again so where things are right now they want me to fight and they want me to try to save my leg so I'm joining the fight full force I'm putting all my fears and all that stuff and I'm shoving it down into my belly I'm trying to have a you know a rock you know solid foundation in my heart and my soul to do this so I'm gonna be fighting all this stuff hardcore I'm getting a new type of diabetes medicine it's really expensive they actually inject it into your arm and it stays there so this is gonna be a pretty crazy thing that I'm gonna be getting but it'll help me monitor my blood sugar a lot better now I know a lot of people aren't gonna start saying hey dude diet diet diet I've been on an extreme diet for a long time I wouldn't be losing all the weight constantly if I was on a diet I was just peeking out and eating sugars and all this stuff I would bloat up you know and you guys can see from a channel I'm continuing to lose weight I maintain a pretty good diet the only time I do break my diet and I'll admit it is every so often I'll get a craving for like a grapefruit soda so I'll have that grapefruit soda or I might just have you know an extra piece of fruit or something like that and I have you know I've broke my diabetic diet a few times but mainly I stay on my diet but when I get out of here I plan on switching it up even more I particularly am NOT a fan of an all greens diet but it just seems like the people that are doing these all greens died I don't mean keto anything like that I mean an all green diet or pretty much everything I'm eating is just green healthy vegetables that seems to be the only thing that's curing diabetes so I'm gonna have to learn to shut my fat mouth quit sticking food through it of any type other than what's healthy for me and maintain that diet I really don't want to lose my leg for all of you people out there who sent me well wishes and prayers I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart and so it means a lot to me and obviously with all the people's energy doing these prayers and stuff well look a miracle really did happen because when I came here the entire thesis was I was going to be losing my leg I believe that I Roommate believe that gee do it we all thought this is it I'm losing my leg but luckily with this new technology and the stem-cell stuff that they're doing I have a fighting chance of saving my leg and I'm going to give it a 1 million percent effort to save my leg for many many reasons not only for my help for you guys it's been really sad for me I have mail to walk my dog in like two years bill my roommate has to walk the dog and if you're a dog owner like that you know how bonding that is walking with your dog and playing with your dog and I've been robbed that and honestly eats in my heart like bad I feel guilty you know and I want to get back into a normal lifestyle so it's really time for me to completely grow up past any that I've had in the past man up like a man take care of this stuff and that means I can't eat good food I can't do exactly the things I want to do we'll not just how it's going to be otherwise I'm not going to be able to be here to bring you guys you too videos I won't be really around to do anything because eventually I'll just die kind of surprised me though my coming in the hospital I just saw my oldest friends Randy Greene he came and visited me in here and like I haven't seen him in a few years and he looked quite a bit older to me and when I first checked in here the nurses and stuff and here they all thought I was in my mid 30s and even when Randy came today he said hey man you look like you're in your 30s so I mean I guess I've been pretty lucky that I'm not like you know facially wise growing old SuperDuper fast but my body itself is falling apart and it's time to balance that out man if I got to look a little older I'm good with it but I got to take care of this body take care of this temple get myself killed get back in line so I can bring the videos to you guys and just enjoy life all around and spend lots of quality time with my pup who believed me buddy if you're watching this video I miss you a little sucker I wish I could bring you to the hospital because I love you so much and I love you guys the fans for all your support for all the years you guys have been absolutely wonderful for you people who keep unsub just because I'm having health issues I think that's really sad but there's nothing you know that I can do about it and I still wish you the absolute best even if you're giving up on me so god bless I'll see you guys back here on the channel they're about to give me my meals and in the hospital is just that but I'll eat it anyway just to keep my strength up possible chance that I'll be released by Monday and I'll be back at home and bed rest and we'll start doing all the retraining so I'll keep you guys appraised I do have a couple of their videos in the queue that I'm gonna be gonna be releasing but I just wanted to give you guys another update to let you guys know exactly what's going on what my state of mind is and where things are for me mr. Elric love you guys