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on this particular video I don't really know where to start because I'm so just honestly blown away and overwhelmed by the sheer amount of people showing their concern from my health and all the messages and I had to make this video to tell you guys how much that really meant to me so this video really is just a total thank you to all the people out there who sent me messages about my health like it honestly makes a person feel really good I'll admit recently I've been thinking about just getting off YouTube completely because my Health's been bad and stuff like that and plus the people just leaving silly comments after a while it just builds up but after the enormous amount of support that I got from you guys I have to say that whether I'm the biggest channel in the world the smallest Channel in the world you guys are the absolute best fans that anybody could ever have and I honestly thank you guys from the bottom of my heart for all the great messages that you guys sent me now one of the common things that everybody really said is to try medical marijuana and so I'll admit I went and I got something I got something called Rick Simpson oil well I took it and I woke up at 4 o'clock in the morning feeling like I was hallucinating literally I woke up I couldn't breathe the whole room was just tripping out I mean I thought I was having some kind of demonic experience and I don't think that Rick Simpson oil what's made correctly is supposed to be making you feel like you're higher than the Empire State Building honestly I I mean back in the day when I was turning with my abandoned stuff I did every drug that existed I smoked pot up tried heroin I've drank I've done it all but I kind of left that lifestyle behind and this stuff hit me so strong that I was almost like thinking hell am I having an acid trip so I admit it did stop the shaking pretty well and I'm probably gonna search around for some place that actually has some better RSO because the true Rick Simpson oil stuff should actually work to help curb my pain and help curb the shaking but honestly I don't feel comfortable being high anymore at all I just don't I don't maybe just because I'm getting old or whatever but being high isn't a state of my mind that I really want anything to do with anymore whatsoever so thank you guys very much for that advice I will admit it did stop the shaking so if I probably get the proper stuff or maybe some different edibles or something maybe it'll work to help curb the pain and my shaking now another thing a lot of people said was the keto diet well I tried the keto diet I really did I tried it for two weeks and I felt like I was just going to fall over that particular diet doesn't work for me I'm not eating a bunch of bad foods I don't know punch people out there like you know they're probably just the trolls being their normal jerky cells but saying oh you know I'm eating myself to death but I really don't eat that bad whatsoever very low sugar intake I could probably up the green vegetables a little bit I'll admit that but I honestly man I hate salad I'm not a rabbit and I don't dig rabbit food so unless the salads got a bunch of other stuff in it that makes it so it's really not a salad anymore I'm just not a big fan of salad and I do like green beans and stuff like that so I'll be upping my diet like that but it's not like I wake up in the morning have a sugary breakfast with pancakes and sausage and all that stuff that's not normally how how I eat usually in the morning I usually have just a piece of bread with some butter on it and a cup of tea and then at lunch time we usually get like a chicken sandwich or something based around chicken you know even geez the Karimun he doesn't really eat that much red meat so he's totally the chicken so sticking to a chicken diet for me is pretty easily to do I eat a lot of chicken really I think I've had chicken in every way there's a habit sliced diced baked boiled broiled deep fried I mean I've had chicken in every single solitary way and honestly chicken does get boring it really really does this weekend my son Aaron came and visited me and I had a really great visit with him we actually went out to dinner for the first time I'd eat what I would consider to be probably a bad meal there's this place called grandma's country kitchen and it's like it's best it's actually a fourteen miles from my house but the food there is just to me unbelievably good all of us around here love chicken fried steak Ming GE and my son my room a bill all this love chicken at stake so on Saturday I had a meal of chicken-fried steak it was chicken-fried steak two eggs some potatoes and a biscuit and gravy and I couldn't eat the biscuit and gravy I don't know why usually I love that but my stomach wouldn't take it and that was honestly the worst meal that I've eaten in a long time now middlee my diet probably could be a little bit better I mean let's just face it every single one of us in our lives has room for improvement and the day that you stop improving is the day you become stagnant so I never really want to become stagnant so I am always trying to improve my diet but the keto diet that just doesn't work for me starving myself not eating meals trying to eat just one meal or two meals a day and there's another reason for this because of all the medication that they have me on the antibiotics and all this stuff what was happening in the keto diet is I was spending half of my time throwing up or with diarrhea because I had so many antibiotics and stuff in my stomach with no food to back it up that it was literally making me feel worse than ever and I admit maybe some people can do that diet but that honestly that's just not for me what I really need to focus on is eating really more green vegetables more more more green vegetables if I could make my diet so during the day time I was consuming a lot more spinach a lot more kale and all kinds of stuff like that that is with the direction that I'm going to be heading I would really like to try to see if I could become a vegetarian you know I don't mean hardcore I don't eat eggs or anything like that I know there's some of these people who get completely crazy with that they won't eat anything that comes from an animal and I'm not that hardcore into it but I do think that there is definitely room for improvement in my diet and that's just how it should be everybody should be able to improve but at the end of the day I am really concerned about my health really concerned I've been sick for a long time now it just it doesn't seem to be going away and ever since I seemed him od'd on taking the insulin I've had so much pain in my chest and my shoulder that's got me worried to death so I've made an appointment now with a chiropractor so I'm gonna go get my shoulder looked at maybe get some x-rays and find it if I really did some damage because breathing in too right there hurts really bad and I thought possibly it was COPD because my uncle's passing away from that my guitar player Jesse hunter his dad's passing from that so a lot of people that I know are literally dying of COPD right now and that scared me but when I checked up everything they said that basically was when you breathe out that it's hurting and that's not my problem my problem is when I breathe in to about right there it just feels like there's a giant weight on my chest but letting the air out doesn't hurt whatsoever so I don't think I have that but honestly this video was here for you guys as a thank you to you guys honestly all your emails all the warmth and stuff that I thought I felt from you guys honestly man it blew me away it literally melted my heart in my chest I admit I probably do let some of these twelve-year-old kids and still make the nasty comments I sometimes I probably do let it get to me because like I'm a kind of person I don't like to bring negativity out and when I do there's a really good reason for it so if you see me making a video that's a negative you know like when you want to call it a background or to it there's a reason for because I really don't like negativity whatsoever I don't like it directed towards me and I really don't like to direct it towards anybody so if you see that you can be well assured that there's a reason for it but you guys are the absolute most amazing fans in the world and I feel so blessed just to have you guys your messages were very very well received they touched my heart and I could tell there are so many people out there who'll actually care about what I'm doing on the channel and that alone just from that reinforced my wanting to be a better youtuber so because of you guys the fans even though I'm sick as a dog all I'm thinking about in the back of my head is I want to be a better youtuber and bring you guys the absolute best videos of anybody and also the best and the most fairest videos so I've got all of my stuff in for the risin two we have the systems built we're doing the testing everything I'm going to be doing and I talked to Amy about this is going to be based on dollar to dollar comparisons and that is honestly the most fair way to do something so if a CPU cost $329 from AMD I'm going to try to get the same exact price CPU from Intel I'm gonna make sure that I set the memory timings the same that we use the same hard drives the same hardware so that the tests are strictly based about the performance of the CPU and at the end of the day we'll see who's the winner but I'm gonna be honest with you there's really never ever a true total winner usually one CPU will do something better in some areas and one will do better than others the same thing with gaming if you see something out there that usually shows just one thing wiping the floor I would question that because scores are back and forth they really are there are some things that everybody knows that an AMD CPU can do better and some things that an Intel CPU can do better and the real objectivity is to test enough stuff so that you cover all that different ground and show the actual strengths and weaknesses of those products I don't know where anybody got confused in the end DVD where they would thought I was against the AMD products or I hate a and B because there's nothing like that what's going on there were just a few people there that were giving me a hard time and trying to control me I never judged AMD as a company if I would have been judging a.m. gives the company why for years and years and years where I have kept reviewing their stuff when nobody else was touching it's just not like that whatsoever when you see my scores you'll see that there is going to be some back-and-forth there's going to be some games where the AMD sided thing wins and there's going to be some side of the fence where the Intel CPU wins and that's just the way that it is and honestly everything including my reviews and everybody else's should be taken with a grain of salt because we are all human beings human beings are known to make errors and not intentionally but people make mistakes that's probably where the word sorry originated at because people make mistakes if we didn't there'd never even be any such thing as an apology or the word sorry it wouldn't even exist in the vocabulary v'n be in anybody's language but in every language around the world there's usually a word for I'm sorry or I apologize and that's because we're all humans and we all can make mistakes I admit I've made mistakes before and I will probably make some mistakes in the future but the thing is when you make those mistakes you learn from them and you move on and I hope that we can do that as an online family we can learn together do stuff together and discuss these things together you guys are the absolute best fans in the world I love you every single one of you deserves a a high-five a slap in the back and a big ol giant hurrah I love you guys thank you so much for your heartfelt words they meant the world to me